Wednesday. 8.30.06 1:30 am
so tonight rick took me and my cousin and his girl out for sushi and it was amazing as always..... he spent 150 dollars on dinner for the four of us... and then because he was too drunk to drive I got to drive his mercedes to take my cousin, liz, and myself home..... luckily he was sober by the time he got home so that was good..... so tonight when i took my cousin home al was there waiting for him to get back and i was like..... wow i actually dont want to talk to you right now.... I think the shit you pulled the other night really made me get over you..... Hmmm... well thats good...... and then when we got to my house.... rick decided he wanted to tell me how he really felt about me and well...... wow.... he really does care im still a little scared tho....... but i told him everything... all of my deepest darkest secrets.... even the one that after i told him I thought he would break up with me.... but guess what..... he didnt...... o and it was sooo much more than that.... Its nice to know that i dont have to be anyone but myself around someone for once.... I mean i am myself all the time but I dont have to hold anything back and i dont have to take precaution.... and thats exactly what scares me.... but at the same time.... i am intrigued.....
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